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Tonight is the night which changes everything.
Shortly before 6am, before the downtown businesses have opened and the night watchmen have finished their shifts, a couple of blue collar women slip out the back door of their rented row house and catch a bus to the cemetery. They each clutch a small package of grocery-store carnations, trying to protect the blooms a little from the cool spring breeze. Blinded by grief, they stare straight ahead as the events of the last few days swirl through their minds. The whole thing feels so surreal.
Tonight is the night which changes everything.
Shortly before 6am, before the downtown businesses have opened and the night watchmen have finished their shifts, a couple of blue collar women slip out the back door of their rented row house and catch a bus to the cemetery. They each clutch a small package of grocery-store carnations, trying to protect the blooms a little from the cool spring breeze. Blinded by grief, they stare straight ahead as the events of the last few days swirl through their minds. The whole thing feels so surreal.
Jesus had cared for Mary Magdalene and her friend
Mary like few people ever had. He didn’t treat them as lesser for being women
and uneducated. No, Jesus had believed in those women and in their struggles.
He had walked with them through the greatest joys and the greatest sorrows of
their lives. Unlike the other religious leaders, he didn’t shy away from
suffering. If anything, he embraced
it: Jesus had taught them that God could be found in the suffering of men and
women just like them.
They’d never heard anyone talk about God like that
before. They’d always believed that God was somewhere out there, you know; up
with the fancy folks at the church who had education and titles and pretty
outfits. If they were really good, God might throw the normal folks a crumb or
two, but beyond that God wasn’t much interested in people like them.
But Jesus made them feel like God was right there
with them. Like God wanted to be one of them and move in next store. Jesus had been on his way to making a big
difference in the world. He was going to change things. His disciples were
helping him build a movement which was going to bring justice to the streets
and hold the corrupt politicians and the drug dealers and the slum landlords
responsible for the pain caused to their people.
Where were those
men, anyway? The women had hardly seen the disciples since they’d all taken off
when Jesus was arrested. After all Jesus had gone through with them, they
couldn’t even hang around when he was being sentenced to die. They were
terrified, obviously, and it was true
that they would have been at greater risk than the women were. No one paid any
attention to a couple of crying, blue-collar women. They didn’t matter. But they mattered to Jesus.
Mary Magdalene and her friend Mary lived in a world
of scarcity, where there was never enough for everyone; where it was every
person for him or herself, and where death held power over life. But what they
didn’t know on their way to the grave that day was that this was the night
which changes everything. This was the death to conquer all death. This is the climax of our story.
Because we too live in a world which claims there is
never enough for everyone, where it is every person for him or herself, and
where life seems to be at the mercy of death. We spend much of our lives trying
to stay just a step or two ahead of illness, of poverty, of loneliness, and
ultimately- of death. But in the last
two days, Jesus has descended deep into the heart of death and has bound its
power. In rising from the dead, Jesus has declared for all of creation that
death no longer has the final say over our lives. In the resurrection of Jesus,
we have been given a different story to live by, one which stands in stark
contrast to the story of scarcity: it is the story of abundance. “I am the
resurrection and the life,” says Jesus, “I am enough.”
To see the difference between the story of scarcity
and the story of abundance, we only need to look at our Gospel for today. Here
we meet women who are terrified and yet bold enough to stand in the presence of
the angel at the tomb, while it is the guards
who are so afraid that they become “like dead men.” This is important because in
first century Palestine, Jewish women were the very definition of
powerlessness. If anyone should be living by the story of scarcity, it is them.
These women had very little control over their lives, their finances, their
families, or their health. They had every reason to be afraid.
But in first century Palestine, the Roman soldiers
were the definition of power. What
their position represented was life and health and abundance, because the
emperor had made himself lord over all of this. The emperor controlled who
lived- and who died. So it’s strange that we find the gate-keepers of life and
death paralyzed with fear in the face of the resurrection.
This is our first hint that something has changed.
In defeating the power of death, Jesus has exposed the story of scarcity for
what it really is: a lie. The resurrection of Jesus has shown that the power of
the emperor is really no power at all, and not something to be feared. Jesus makes
it possible for the women to live unafraid. He enables them to see that life is the victor- not death- and he
invites them to come and join him in the story of abundance.
It is true that the women leave the angel in fear,
but this is a different kind of fear than the soldiers had. It is the sort of
fear, mixed with overwhelming joy, which comes from realizing that this is the
night which changes everything. This is the climax of their story.
But their story does not begin at the resurrection.
New Testament scholar Stanley Hauerwas explains that the women are only enabled
to see the resurrection because they have walked with Jesus through the
crucifixion. That is why the women are the first to see the resurrected Jesus- they were the ones who walked the whole
way with him through his suffering, the ones who wiped his face as he struggled
toward Golgotha, the ones who stayed by his side as he died.
In my chaplaincy class at the Vic a few years ago,
we were told to take this kind of approach with people who are suffering. My
teacher explained that most people’s first reaction, when dealing with a person
who suffers, is to try and make it better. We want that person to experience
the joy of resurrection right away, without having to descend first into the
pain of the crucifixion with them. But as anyone who has suffered knows, this
just isn’t possible. When someone treats our pain like a thing to be fixed or
avoided, they only make the pain deeper.
The job of a chaplain, my teacher explained, is to
descend with the hurting one all the way down, being present with them to the
very bottom of their pain just as the women were present with Jesus during
those long and dark hours of Thursday and Friday. Then, and only then, once
they’ve experienced the crucifixion with him, are they enabled to come up out
of that darkness to join him in the joy of the resurrection.
The resurrection isn’t good news because it denies
our suffering. That would be as much of a lie as the story of scarcity. Until
God’s kingdom comes in all its fullness, pain and suffering continue to break
in on our lives even though they have lost their final power. The resurrection
is good news because it means we have a God who goes deep, down into our
suffering and dwells there with us- but that God does not allow our pain and
brokenness to have the final say.
Jesus enables us, as he enabled Mary Magdalene, to
live unafraid. In a world where suffering appears to be the only truth, we are
given new eyes to see life bursting forth everywhere. In a world where there
never seems to be enough for everyone, we are given hope that in Christ there
is enough. In a world where death appears to have the final say, we are given a
narrative which declares that life wins in the end, despite all evidence to the
contrary.
In a few minutes, we will be invited to renew again
the promises of our baptism, declaring our intention to live by the story of
abundance and not by the story of scarcity. Declaring that we too wish to die
with Jesus because we know that in his death, death itself has lost its power.
Declaring that we too wish to be resurrected with Jesus because we know that in
his resurrection, we are given real life.
Living as a people of abundance will make no sense
to the world around us, just as it made no sense to the Roman soldiers. As a
resurrection people, we are called to live as if the death and destruction and
darkness in our world hold no power. Because on this side of the kingdom we
continue to be wounded and to die, but that
is not the end of the story for us.
Jesus’ resurrection was not the resuscitation of his
corpse, like coming back from a coma. No, Jesus’ resurrection was the victory
of life over death. Jesus’ resurrection means that he will never die again and
in him we can become people of resurrection both in life and in death. When we
die with Jesus, the narrative of death no longer reigns over our lives.
Over the coming year we will explore with Mary
Magdalene and with the early Church what it actually looks like to die and be
raised with Jesus. We will wrestle with the implications of living as a people
of abundance in the midst of a culture of scarcity. But for now, only one thing
matters: He is Risen!
The women have just met with Jesus in the back alley
behind the cemetery and they hurry to catch a bus home to tell his disciples.
The sun has risen now, but they aren’t worried about who will see them anymore.
Just as they were overwhelmed by grief only an hour or two ago, so now they are
so overcome with excitement they can hardly contain themselves. They have a
growing sense that nothing is going to be the same after this. Christ is risen.
Life has won. Alleluia.
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